Emergency Contact High

I know a thing or two

About the hell you put me through

I know I’m better off

I bloom when ya gone

But in the quiet afternoon

Overindulged and all-consumed

I want to go back to you

I want you

I want your abuse

Late night all alone

Meds gone but I’m super stoned

I crave the heat from you

Control me and I ooze

But I know I always lose

When I go back to you

But I can’t help myself

When I feel I am damned to hell

Can’t stop wanting you

Can’t stop needing you

Even though I always lose

I still wanna freak with you

You will never hold me

You will never touch me

We will never see each other again

Ya hear me now?

Our time’s run out

Can’t stop wanting you

Can’t stop needing you

Even though I always lose

I still wanna freak with you

Manual Trans Manual

I’m always ready

To shift gears

So don’t complain when I always ride the clutch

I got this handled

It’s in the bag

Ride with me and see I have the touch

I’ll pull over and let you hold me

Maybe even smoke so you and I can get high

High

I drive all through the black night

When we make it there you will see we are free

I will be your

New adventure

I can guide you should you need my hand

I would wager

You probably do

So get acquainted and I’ll show you how I move

I’ll pull over and let you hold me

Maybe even smoke so you and I can get high

High

I drive all through the black night

When we make it there you will see we are free

Free

Free

Free

I drive all through the black night

When we make it there you will see we are free

The Enchanted Discard

I can see in your eyes

You got it bad for me don’t you baby

I am hearing from you

What I hope about me

Is true

You saw me and knew

I was your mark

You’re all over me

We can’t seem to not fuck can we

I am here in your bed

But if I try to leave

You get a little mad

You saw me and knew

I was your mark

We’re good at fighting

We’re good at fuckin’

It’s all we have

We’re good at fighting

We’re good at fuckin’

It’s all we have

How can you say that?

That’s not what I’m doing

You always assume the worst about me

We were just having

A nice dinner

You always tear into me

When things are good

You always tear into me

When things are good

How To Feel Right Now

I know that I have

Only this one chance

To be head over heels

To be so excited I tell everybody

But I’m known for jumping into things that aren’t good for me or anybody

I know I’m scared to feel it

I know you feel the same way

If you don’t want me to be there

I can go away

We’ve both faced our demons

And you wanna find love don’t you?

I know that there’s no

Love without risk of

Being betrayed or losing myself

I’m just trying to love without fear winning out

Come on

Come on

I know I’m scared to feel it

I know you feel the same way

If you don’t want me to be there

I can go away

We’ve both faced our demons

And you wanna find love don’t you?

I know I’m scared to feel it

I know you feel the same way

I know I’m scared to feel it

I know you feel the same way

If you don’t want me to be there

I can go away

We’ve both faced our demons

And you wanna find love don’t you?

Find love

Find love

Fata Morgana

Float above the end of my eyesight

Make yourself real without the sunlight

Your allure liquifies the horizon

I travel at night while at night while you

While you disappear

And I grasp for a wisp of your essence

Desperate for a distraction

Desperate for relief

Desperate for delusions

I catch up with my eyesight and you

Evaporate into the sky

I travel at night while you

While you disappear

And I grasp for a wisp of your essence

Desperate for a distraction

Desperate for relief

Desperate for delusions

Fata

Fata morgana

Fata

You’re a fata morgana

And you always wait too long

You always wait too long

Float above the end of my eyesight

Make yourself real without the sunlight

Your allure liquifies the horizon

Skincare

Look I know

I can’t give ya

All you need

But what I can give you

Is all of me and it’s not enough I understand

I’m not for everyone

No really it’s ok

I get this all the time no really it’s fine

Warm summer air blowing on my skin makes it dry

Let’s make it hot so we can sweat and moisturize

I was thinking I could give you

What I could and you could give me

A little relief from isolation

I’ll make you free from obligation

Warm summer air blowing on my skin makes it dry

Let’s make it hot so we can sweat and moisturize

But got dang I just need some intimacy

Your skin against me

I’m just saying let’s make a trade

So do we have a deal here or not?

Warm summer air blowing on my skin makes it dry

Let’s make it hot so we can sweat and moisturize

Warm summer air blowing on my skin makes it dry

Warm summer air blowing on my skin makes it dry

Let’s make it hot so we can sweat and moisturize

I’ve got answers I need questioned

I don’t see

Just why I

Can’t handle

My own shit too

Just like everyone here

Aren’t I just as good?

I blame it on trauma

And I’m trying and trying again

I’m just so tired

I’m just tired I can’t

I try

And try

But I just can’t get

Out of my head

I question

My judgment

Here lately

Perhaps I’m

The tragic friend

I sit here and wait for a miracle to come

And sometimes it does

I sure hope it comes this time

I try

And try

But I just can’t get

Out of my head

I try

And try

But I just can’t get

Out of my head

Temporal Prediction Error

I’m done

I’m done saving you

I’ve said

All my prayers for you

I’m out

I’m out of

Energy for words to persuade you

I can see how hard you try

You try to make it every time

But you’re just really tired

And you are always high

Seduction

By sadness

Leaves it to chance and that’s why you’re done

You

You are not done yet

You

You are not done yet

You’re trapped

Trapped in false beliefs

You’re stuck

Stuck in self-deceit

All you do is watch tv and marvel at calamity while grinding your teeth

I can see how hard you try

You try to make it every time

But you’re just really tired

And you are always high

Seduction

By sadness

Leaves it to chance and that’s why you’re done

You

You are not done yet

You

You are not done yet

I’ve noticed

You long for

Sadness

So you can

Live in

Comfort

And give up

But you can’t

I’ve noticed

You long for

Sadness

So you can

Live in

Comfort

And give up

But you can’t

You

You are not done yet

You

You are not done yet